Baby Number 3

My Rainbow Baby

Sorry it has been so long since I’ve posted anything.

My rainbow baby girl was born 5th of February, at 2:15pm. Her name is Charlotte, and she is now almost 6 weeks old. 

The first week was filled with lots of tears. She looks so much like her big brothers, and having her here just made it seem even more unfair that they’re not here too.

Some days it doesn’t seem quite real that she is here. She’s a miracle. I look down at her and I can’t believe I created something so precious in my own body. Especially after my body failed her brothers the way it did.

She won’t sleep anywhere but my arms, but I don’t mind. Having my arms full all the time is nothing to complain about compared to the emptiness of last time. And I know it won’t be forever. Eventually she will grow too big for my arms, which is a miracle within itself, and I won’t be able to cuddle her while she sleeps anymore.

I don’t have a lot of time for blogging at the moment, but I’m sure I will get into the swing of things soon and be back writing posts about my 3 beautiful babies xx